This has been an action packed year with so much to be grateful for. I haven't had birthday depression since I turned 30 (that was a hard one) and it snuck up on me this year. Truth is 59 makes me evaluate where I am, where I've been and where I'm going and I don't like some of the things my evaluation reveals.
In another day or two I'll pull myself up by my bootstraps and make a plan for being who I want to be. For the next few days I'm just gonna eat the Best Ever Banana Cake. I might eat it all!